starting all over...

I haven't blogged in so long, I can't even catch up, so I'm just sort of starting over. My blog no longer has anything to do with diabetes really, so I should probably change that. But it could have everything to do with sensory integration disorder and feeding disfunction.
After all my posts about miserable nights, worry, stress, disliking daily life, etc, we did finally figure out what was wrong with James. It actually didn't change much of our daily life, but it does feel better to just know what was wrong and that is is fixable. It has been 19 months since I have 'slept through the night' --- whatever that is. But at least I now feel like my son is going to survive and I might just survive as well. Good news, also, is that he's the cutest, funniest little dude you've ever met, so I've decided to keep him!